Friday, July 27, 2012

rants about what's real and what's fake

Class tee day yowz
So basically I've been wanting to blog but then no time to upload photos and am lazy and blablabla, etc. Gosh life is so tiring right now I don't know what to do ok enjoy the photos but I know not pretty enough like all the pretty people whatever lol just enjoy it and ignore my face thankyou
Chooying
Heh I just wanted to do a dedication so here I go x) 

Hello Choo ying yes hello, I've always loved you as a friend even though I've never always express it a lot but I know if one day you were to disappear from my life, I'd be more than just upset. Really, it'd probably break my heart into pieces and I'd probably just be sad as shit I don't know. Y'know, you're the first friend ever that tolerated all my bullshits and didn't get sick of me even when we go school/back home or even during lessons together, you still didn't. and I'm thankful for it, cause for the first time in my life I knew what and how is it to have friends that'd stay there forever, not leaving you no matter what happened. Thank you, and I promise even when we part, I'd never ever forget you x)

yay heh heh both of us wore purple which is somehow the royal colour or something
I think I look nice or something here lol whatever
Hi Mr pan here x)
okie hehehe so I know I very ugly
Happy girls gonna take photos

Ending off with sister unite.
Idk what to post but I have tons of rants inside me which unfortunately I didn't told any one or wish to even say it out loud cos I'm too tired to Idk why but yes life is making me feel like some shitass cos I'm so tired and I'm stupid and useless. Right knee hurting like madz which means I have to stop dancing for a while to get it back to normal. but I don't want to stop cos whatever it is I know that the performance is like less than a month more. If I back out now for a while, I'll be deeply left behind and I don't want. For the first time I have such determination to do something okay lol being a bit bhb here.
ok let's continue with my rants
what hurts? everything. everything hurts. some times the more I think about it the more I want to whack the shit out of somebody. The world always say, be real and not fake. But oh wells you guys know what? You guys love fake people more than the real ones. What's being real? Being real is not not putting up make up or  surgery or whatever, but its not being a stupid crap ass pretending to be somebody you're not. that's called fake okay, dumb asses. I know there's always this saying about what 'oh you can be nice on the outer with make up, how about the inner? eat some make up too?'

But heyz hello, not everyone who puts on make up are fake. Ok some might be real bitchy and everything but know what? Some times yes some times you just have to pluck open your eyes and see those who acts all natural and innocent. Lol bitch please some are even more bitch-er than those with make up. Not trying to sound like an ass, or insult about one's natural beauty but then srsly?!? y must people judge cos another puts on make up? I don't really like make up either but that doesn't mean I go around judging them cos for all I know is that the 'nicer' looking ones might just turn out to be as shitty as the 'not-so-nice-to-look-at' one. ok probably more humans needs to deal with that. hmms

probably it's just human's nature
The world is ironic and judgemental. why do I say so? firstly they say others are low-level, others are this & that but LOL aren't you the same level too? You go around gossiping people saying they're bitch, low-level ugly and everything and then there you are calling them LOW-LEVEL/!? that clearly shows the irony you contains and how stupid you are lolz putting on an angelic face but who knows behind your that face is just another devil monster or whatever?
okok last rant before I stop this long freaking post hahahaha
Certain people are sensitive and you can't deny that ok probably you're some plain boring shit that doesn't know what's feeling but then I believe most ppl out there are sensitive. So maybe before you do or say something stupid can you like think first? some ppl say things without thinking they're just like 'oh I think you are so ugly today' 'oh could you please just erase everything off your face, it's disgusting and you clothes ewwww' Now shut that please, people have the rights to do what they like and who the heck are you to judge them? Just because you're not sensitive enough doesn't mean others are not.

Ok so I'm ending my rant now! heh heh, finally feeling better after ranting everything I want out. K so to those stupid ironic people go eat some shit and stuff some air into your mouth please x)