Piercing!

Hai. Am I handsome? haha.
Okay so I'm back... to post. Got my piercing and seriously haha the moment the gun or whatever went down, I'm like woah. okay. hahaha. -poker face-

Like this hahaha but in a more funnier way. LOL I was like slowly open my eyes and then I was like '...' no comments or anything I just poker face. hahaha then the shop owner, my bro & sis were like 'omgosh hahaha pain until she lost her sense already' But to me I think still quite acceptable the pain. Like I can take it. Compared to my sister's reaction/expression I was far much better. Hahahahaha! It's a green earring :P yay happy! was drop dead tired after piercing... Hot sensation all around my body. hmmms then I got a nap and I'm feeling better right now. :')

Ok, here I go.
I'm pretty sure I don't have a lot of friends, like not really a lot. But I know deep down I always have these few friends that I can turn to, that maybe they're still there for me but I chose to push them away from my life as hard as I could. And... I don't know. I often didn't saw the things unseen, I often make assumptions. I'm not perfect, but sometimes I can't stand it when I make things worse when the actual fact is there isn't any problems in the first place. I... I really want to appreciate every single one of my best friends who lived through my life with me. I don't often call someone a best friend, cause to me, best friend is like sister and more. Many had stayed there for me, but why didn't I saw it till today? Some times I'm really an lousy ass for not opening my eyes big enough, for not trying to understand how painful others might have been. And it's ironic how I keep saying people's judging me when most of the time I am judging them too. I'm gonna change. Into a better person no matter what happens. I'm gonna stop with all the stupid judgements. Something knocked me out of my sense today and one thing I want to do right now is to glorify God with my results and my hard work. I'll get through this, one day I'll get through all the hard times and makes us all back to who we were years back. I will :')