So tired, sigh. Don't know what's exactly going through my mind these few days. Hmmms, so tired of lessons. don't even want to step in my classroom at all. so tired of telling people to shut up when all they do is just to talk talk talk talk and disturb the teacher. For once in my whole dang school life, I find it so irritated when just one person starts to talk. yes that's how much I exactly hate noises in lessons now. I mean can talk la, but seriously? talk for whole lesson your mouth not tired? talk talk talk and talk, damn irritating ah. I know I'm not that quiet either but seriously at least control yourself, stop interrupting the teacher when he/she talking la can? Sigh, I'm just changing back into a total ass which I don't even recognize right now, hate myself so much.
Wth I don't know la. some times I really don't know if I'm grouped under -average- or just plain fat. YES I STILL THINKS I'M FAT. I don't know how the heck I'm ever gonna get out of it cos it's just so hard. Been called fat since I was young. like seriously since I was only 5 or 6. I don't know how I survived through my childhood times either. K sometimes I really don't know why is my life so sad even after so long. so long of hardships. hais, doesn't mean I hate my life though. Hais... feeling so depressed these few days ah. WHY SHO DEPRESSED MAN SZEMIN WAE. ok Idk hahaha ignore me pls crazy me ok crazy me. today Dayu saw me at cwp and he was so shocked. Me have no idea wae is he so shocked upon seeing me. roflmao. hahahaha. okayyyy, so today was great. bought a top and a shorts and a few accessories at cotton on. damn ex, xin tong :( but worth it. kekeke. hehehe happy. and oh yes learnt how to fold paper roses or sth? hahaha fold untill want flip table alr!! okay. looking forward to June hols cos there'll be Church camp and we'll be moving back to Expo! yay
