Ok.
I'm so depressed. biggest break down ever since I stepped into secondary life. Assholes. I'm gonna rant all I want out on blogger. Cause it's the only place I can practically turn to right now. I AM ANNOYING? Oh well, k thanks. you this bunch of ill-mannered asshole judgemental bastards people. K, so scolding teacher with vulgars is SOOO much better and nicer compared to my shouting? Ah.. you guys can scold all those nasty stuffs and I can't even shout across the room WITHOUT being judged? If I didn't even judge you for all the craps you did, who the HECK, who the HECK are you to judge me. COME, look at my bloody face. Haha. Then later talk behind people back. Should I never ask you today about how you feel, would you stuck it in your bloody brain forever and not tell me?
You think you know me? Think again.
Don't tell me I didn't try or I don't understand your life. I wasn't born to understand your life in the first place. Not only you guys are fighting a war in this freaking world. Everybody else is. And why did I became such an ass? YOU. yes you. I'm so drop dead tired of telling the class to stfu so tired of seeing people cheat in the bloody exams SO TIRED OF SEEING PEOPLE TREATING as though teachers, people and tests are nothing. You don't know what went through my bloody life these few days and you think it's only me who have a problem huh. bad tempered? who the heck on this Earth is bad tempered. IF I REALLY AM, I'd had shouted vulgars in all of your's face. And I thought, things would get better. But no lol I still get judge in the end, should had known. I tried to stop judging, be kind to people and they labelled me as a BITCH for no reason. And then when I change, they judge me for CHANGING. In the first place why did you guys called us a bitch for no reason?
Oh, so all you see is me smiling pretending everything's okay.
Deep down I don't even know what am I thinking anymore. Hearing people saying 'fu' to teachers and I can't even do anything cause they're popular and I'm not. People who don't scolds them back bcos they are popular are worser than dog shits. I'm serious. Telling me to stfu bcos he's in a bad mood and I have no rights to rub his wound? Uh hell yea, only he have moodswings? Why must people with lower popularity always let people with fame? Don't tell me you'll not judge me for who I am. Insecurities? Now shit that, society were the one who made me feel that way first. YOU WERE PART OF IT, so don't say it's my flaws. All these noises all these idiotic comments, when will it go away? you treat people rude can, people treat you rude cannot. Lol I am so not gonna suck up and pretend nothing happened just bcos you're popular. Whatever bullshit fame you have, you're still a human. All you can do is to bring me down and hit me and probably let everyone hates me. But in the end I'll still be standing strong cos I've cried so many times for bcos of you guys and if I were to give up right now I'm nothing but a piece of shit like many others too.
