H E L L O
It's Chinese new year!!! I don't know what does it exactly stands for you guys, but for me it is like a period of time where my family and I get together as one to have reunion dinner and most importantly obviously to bond together in the festive mood!!
So basically, I've also been mia-ing like no tomorrow for my blog, and so I finally decided to upload some photos and blog since I'm totally nua-ing at home with nothing to do. GAHAHA so here's pictures
waiting for cgm to startz at Marks' place
Community afternoon was good! felt super blessed & happy cause my team mates were like awesome and it was by luck!! It only proves one thing my kpop bestfriend and I are just fated to be together. Hurhur.
one of my ootd that I took while getting cny's clothes!!
Taken while serving at dialect church. /outdated picturez.
Tuan yuan fan with cellgroup last Sunday!! #N521
WITH BAKA
With Verine!!
So basically everything sums up to what I was doing recently.. Church, school, shopping, chinese new year preparation, blah blah blah.. and it goes on and on. Well, life is actually pretty awesome for me recently. Though nothing really hurts me much, but some times I still find myself lost in the world. It's like some things I lost it and I can never find it back no matter what I do. And some times it gets on my nerves so much I don't know who to turn to. It's like I got to live with pain, I got to live with a broken heart. But then the next moment, I don't wish for my life to end just like that. I don't wish for my life to be filled with pain, some day, some time I want to tell the whole world I AM HAPPY, and mean it truly.
And all I ever wanted to do was to love people around me, was to really show them my concern my care my love. But then once and once again I was being thrown aside like it was nothing. And some times I really wonder why, why do things go the way I don't want it to be. People drifts apart at the end of everything, I understand. But I really cannot take it when people drifts apart for the wrong reason. Why for drift apart because of something that can be solved? Why do people even hurt each other in the first place when they themselves would eventually experience pain too? Why do people complain about other inflicting pain on themselves yet never once thinks that their actions would hurt another too? Why?
Is it because of the irony every human nature would contain..? Or is it because humans are just plain selfish. I don't know. All I know is I just want to care, and also... to be appreciated.
