Basically back, for I don't know what reason me oh oh meow.
So recently a lot of things happened, like uh huh, happened. Sent bro to army yesterday for his national service at Tekong Island. It was damn cool, cause it was like my first time seeing real soldiers training to defend the country. Every single army recruits is like marching, it's like from one station to another station they are just marching marching & marching. Didn't managed to get a nice picture of my brother while he's preparing for his enlistment cause he was so dumb to stand behind tall people, so it's like only his small face is being captured in the photo.
AND WELL, can officially label all the recruits as 'ah boys to men' hahahaha can't believe how man my brother will get after his army services. But oh well, pray hard that he'll be able to cope with it and he'll be safe, may God protect him :')
on the ferry going into Tekong Island.
And then before he left for his army service, we had steamboat. LIKE MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE FOOD OKAY steamboat is the best of the best. PS,/ sob sob don't think I can ever have steamboat until like I don't know probably weeks or months later cause most of the time all the cutting is done by my brother
Well so other than all these daily activities I am here to post some of my rants AGAIN
Yes kill me stab me but w h a t e v r I am going to rant rant rant rant all the way down. So recently life has been quite okay for me, but some times it just hurts a little. Got back results during Tuesday and I was really happy, filled with joy. Even though my mathematics got like E8, but I know I improved. Like really know. My grades are finally picking up. Actually my efforts are not to the maximum yet, so next year I'm going to do so. I am going to get good grades for my o levels so by then I can choose and not let the courses choose me again like how my combinations for sec three did. I am so gonna get into a course I like, get into an awesome poly, or Junior college. And yes, I will get through this.
Ever felt alone?
When you walked past millions of people and they just stare through your bones, judging every single part of you? Do you ever feel so insecure, you don't know what to do? You tried to seek assurance from friends around you, but none actually can give you that assurance you need? And when everyone you thought you could trust all started becoming strangers you never knew? When they start taking knifes and stab through your heart and back instead of being the ones trying to fix your broken heart? Ever feel that nobody knows your sadness, nobody ever cares? Ever feel that no one truly cares about what's happening in your life what's making you sad and they just start judging like nobody's business? Ever feel that... you should stop being kind, because everyone else is just taking advantage of it your kindness?
Ever opened up your phone, searching for someone to turn to?
Ever wondered if you're too young for life like this? All the dramas, all the never-ending scoldings, all the never ending cruel comments given by people around you. We all judge, but why must people even gossip about another. Does gossiping about others, making fun of their life makes you any greater or happier? You see them cry you see them tweet emotional tweets, but let me ask you. Have you ever walked up to them and say "what happened? it's okay if you don't want to tell me. Well, just know I am always here. For you." Have you ever tried to care, tried to really be their listening ears, instead of being a stupid coward asshole, tweeting indirect tweets back to them?
Stop calling people names, it hurts a lot. Stop commenting on others life, you don't know how is it like to wear a torn shoe another has worn, for many years.
