Hai I'm back.
Took this photo during Sunday when I was going home from Church. That day sure was tiring, tiring that I slept practically from Marina to Woodlands. KKKKK hahaha I know I pig.
Dedicated to all those who are feeling unwanted out there I guess..
So yeap, unwanted feelings. I believe everyone in life would have times where they'd feel unwanted, where they'd feel like people don't care about their feelings and stuffs. It's natural, since humans can't read each other's minds. Hmmmm ok la hahaha basically I watched this anime and then it actually shows in an episode that she was being misunderstood, ignored, beaten, and stuffs. She was hurt by others just because others wanted to see how or know how it feels like to see people hurting in pain because of them. K stupid but yea, it somehow reminds me of a lot a lot of people out there.
Shouta;
A small kid with an abusive mother/
Gets beaten and a lot of dramas going on in his life, his mom even wanted to abandon him.
Yuzuyu.
Abandoned by her parents and were left at her cousins house.
One of Yuzuyu's cousins that wanted to take her life and yes she is trying to commit a suicide in the picture above.
This anime sure am one of the depressing thing I've ever watched lol. Sometimes people put up a strong front, they pretend nothing is going wrong in their life but deep down their scars are getting bigger and bigger as time goes by. The pain that they are dealing might never be a big deal to us, but who knows it's so much for them to carry that they can't do it themselves any more?
Depression most of the times happens cause they feel too tired; too numb to even care what's going on. Repeatedly and repeatedly being ignored, being looked down on cause you're not as good as what others am. It sure am one of the most hurtful thing ever. We don't get sad cause we're not pretty. we don't get sad for no reason, most of the times we just feel like, there is really no hope left. It's like the hope we have is forever being smashed by others over and over again, it's like we have no rights to hope at all.
Don't love a person who's emotionally unstable because they NEEDS it at that point of time, love them because you truly do. I mean what's the point of loving someone because it's your duty and not because it comes from the bottom of your heart?
People who feels unwanted and says it out loud are not freaking attention-seekers or idiots who just want to be sad for no reason, they goes through probably tons of things in their life to feel that hopeless. To the extend they never thought that they'd wake up to beautiful and colourful life. To the extend that they never thought that people would start caring about them, or even talk to them.. Y'know, that plain emptiness and everything? It just sucks to the core.
Go on ahead and tell them you love them and meant it. Maybe you do love & care about them but yet have no guts to say it cos it's gonna be awkward or because you're gonna let your ego stand in the way. Whatever reason you have, ignore it and just tell them you love them. You'll never know your one 'Iloveyou' could actually save a person from suffering depression or even save them from disappearing forever.
