I'm back to post! Aww yeah? hehe, been sucha long time since I've posted, I guess? xD I've been really busy recently, for the past 2 weeks. But I'm free now! End of year examinations is over! Everything is at peace right now. xD Enjoy for weeks, then gonna take stupid report book alr. But drama will be very over soon after I got it signed right?(: Haha. Okay, So I kinda got sick.. and then blablabla. :/ Nose and throat area down with infection, and then it affected my stomach and then stuffs. Not fully-recovered yet though. xD The hot hot weather is making me going crazy and stuffs like that :/ Mind totally bom-bang already. K, I know no such word, but then... :/ Haha!
So.. I guess I'm all alone again/.
Or maybe I'm not. Thoughts had been going around and around in my mind. Oh yes, recently I had a fight with someone I'm not even close with. But his words seriously left a deep mark inside my heart or probably my mind. Nothing will ever take his mean words out of my mind. It's all too much. Judgmental shit. I don't even know why I met him. So much. Ah, not my crush or anything. Just someone I kinda really dislike/despise right now. And then, everyone's telling me it's my fault or so. Or maybe they didn't say it directly, but indirectly.. Yeah, if you know enough. I'm kinda sensitive. :o Butbutbut.. I really don't mean to quarrell with him, does he really think I like it when I said those nasty words? okay.. So.. these few days my mind is just stucked with all his words. I have parents, they give birth to me, even if someone calls me DOG or even worser than a dog. It MUST and WILL always be only my parents. get that right. My impression on you had changed, nothing will ever take what had happened on that day away, untill you come and tell me you take back all your freaking words. Because you judged me with your bloody tweets telling me to look at the mirror. Oh hell yes, a lot people hate me, but is that a matter concerning with you? You ain't any better, and what's worse? you called me ugly, worser than a dog, when it's just a moment of angry-ness. I'm not gonna forgive you for that, because I didn't even use such words to describe you. And if I didn't, you shouldn't be doing that to me too.'
