I miss those days. where friends just be friends. even when we did things wrongly in a way that offends other, nobody will gets over angry and start spitting stupid vulgarities and stuffs. the time, where I had a bunch of besties that I truly love and also the ones that truly love me. I miss all those times, the moments where stuffs were perfect, where friends WERE really friends. Ah, those times. It'll never ever be mine ever again. Secondary school? as shit as bullshit. No idea how to even describe it. people I thought I could trust, left me one by one. What I'm supposed to say when I'm all choked up and others okay? haha. beetch. You guys were okay when it's time to make fun of me. and then when I'm all not okay, all nasty, or a beetch, you guys just turn and walk off. Dang, after all these fwicking months, am I just still a beetch or just a convenient left over for you guys? Ah.. true. I'm never gonna be as fun as what she am. But know what. you guys fwicking left me out, that's why it wasn't fun. I'm really tired, for the first time in this year, I'm so tempted to use vulgarities. I'm done and had enough with you guys treating me like this. even dogs have better life than me. I don't care anymore. If I bothered to try, and you give not even a bullshit, I'm not gonna care anymore. I had enough. I'm so pathetic that I have to turn to no one except this blogger. It's so much fwicking safer here. No one judges what I say, no one cares about what I say. they just see and leave my blog. that's all. unlike my twitter and facebook. people saw and even think it's them. joke big time. Don't even know why. Forget it, beetches are always beetches. nothing they do or say will change a single thing.(:
