& Yes, tons of stuffs had passed this week. Had four days of CCA, and yesterday was my birthday. 25th June. :D thankyou to all the people that had wished me or so. :) 100+facebook wishes, 9 messages wishes, 2 fb chat wishes, 1 fb message wish, and 3 face-to-face wishes! :P thankyou so much awesome people around me! i remembered last year i had only 22 facebook wishes. :O haha, everybody grew with me! including the amount of friends i had! thankyou all my beloved friends, i'm truly happy & blessed! :P had Korean Buffet BBQ, and a mango mousse cake. awesome max! will post photo once i'm free!
Ryan had his WATER BAPTISM! woo woo! :D after Praying for so long, after waiting for so long, Ryan finally had his dream came true! Congratulations Ryan! It's gonna be a new start for you! I know that your journey with God will be even better and greater! We bought angry bird for Ryan! hehe! Oh, and did you spot the person beside Ryan? ( Looks above to second photo). Hahahahaha, that's none other than John! :D woo woo! :D John's came back awhile from his NS, and his botak now! :P still very shuai! haha! Congratulations Ryan! :D
I hid my face so much, cause i think i'm ugly, i don't dare to wear clothes i like, cause i'm fat, no matter what i do, everything's holding me back. I know i can't ask for much, but i just ask that friends accept me who i am. I really hope that i will be the one that can heal their hurts, i really want to heal others's hurts! I don't wish for it to become a part of nagging/lecturing. It really hurts alot when i'm trying to advice them yet they say i'm lecturing/nagging. I know i'm naggy, but it's all because i truly want to bring comfort to your hurts. You can be emotional or whatever, but y'know deep inside how hurt i am to see you like this. I know how it hurts to be like this, to be an unofficial. Cause last time when i don't know much about God yet, all i think was, am i a part of this CG? truly after that, i came to Church more regularly, i realized. What matters is i'm official in GOD'S KINGDOM, that's all i need. I'm not saying i'm upset/angry/disappointed, i just want you guys to know.. I've changed. I'm no longer the sensitive/emo-ish type. I've changed, to a better szemin. Believe it or not.. Up to you.
