Shit all these craps
I've had enough
How many times do I have to know that I am unimportant?
...
Perhaps it's just because I'm alone.
Unwanted.
ugly.
fat.
yet those shitards go on and on about how skinny I've became.
1998-2014, i was fat. but at least i felt happy.
I was surrounded with people and that's all I know
2015, I became average sized
but here I am,
all screwed up and messed up.
I rather be fat again
Then to slim down
and still realize no one will ever look at me
no one will love me as much
it only hurt me this much, to know even after trying
it still does not works out for me.
and how ridiculous,
people who gets everything
are actually jealous of me?
