Feeling empty
Got to be one of the worse feeling ever
I want to know what is it like to love a person again
What is it like to want to know more about someone
But no
Nothing's coming back
Nothing's helping
Endlessly struggling with all these inner struggles
I wish it'd stop
I wish I could stop myself
But no
How is it like to be loved?
How is it like to be surrounded by people?
How is it like to be not forgotten?
How it is like to have someone looking at you
and thinking
"wow she/he's my world"
In a world full of people,
yet so empty.
In a world full of people,
yet I live in my own fantasy.
oh dear God... please at all cost
let be reminded of the first time You've called me by name
the first time You've touched my heart
please.. bring me to those days
when I can feel again
and I know this'll come true
because even when the troubles come, Your word will never change
