Last time, I was so afraid of being alone.
I've always asked God why are there outcasts everywhere I go,
and then as I grew older I realized.
Humans are selfish
Not only that, we only believe in what we see.
We jump to conclusions without asking.
Broken relationships,
yet left unattended.
And this is the reason why,
people drift away from one another so easily.
Isn't it.
Thinking back.. I really do missed her.
Ha, it's almost been a year.
I wonder if at times
She missed me
like how I missed her?
/Not trying to be a homosexual here though/
But I really miss this friend of mine.
And recently I've started watching an anime
which I sort of really liked..
And then I realized
It was the anime she watched a year or two ago
when we were still friends.
And..
more importantly I understood why she loved this anime so much.
A pity..
she isn't here to go crazy with me about it any more.
She kept telling me how good it was
wishing I'd watch it too
But.. only two years later I did.
By accident.
Without knowing it was the anime she watched.
Ha, how coincidental huh?
Whatever it is,
the memories were sweet. memorable. bitter.
Although we went separate ways without even saying a goodbye
... I still secretly wish we were friends.
