Woooo I like this picture a lot, hahaha. but I can't stand that stupid reflection of my spectacles. It'd be perfect wo/the reflection!!!! /flips table.
Woohooo next week common test already. Sigh, me no have confidence at all. Argh, but ok. must get rid of all these rubbish thoughts & just do my very very best for ct! pretty sure it'll turn out well cos I've placed like so much efforts in :> & I know it can never be compared to those who truly studies like no tomorrow one can. hahahahahaha but still it's my best, so I think I've lived my life to the fullest somehow. Literally cried in class yesterday due to my science test. embarrassingggggg much. /fans self/ okay & then I have to get up from my seat & go to the toilet when two of my eyes is like drop dead red & teary. arghhh bet loads of people are like laughing at me, but hmm. I don't care. I just needed to distress at that moment & so, hahaha. a fountain came coming down from my eyes. hohohohoho. this week was a total great week for me! yayhay :) okay except that stupid science test, argh. S-T-R-E-S-S------
There's no honey sweet or forever-nice friendships one right, my dear friend? I mean some times all of us break down eventually, & then relationships start to become like sai & everything. There's no way you expect a PERFECT friendship with no quarrels. I mean, where the heck can you find that? Either you be formal,awkward & always hang out tgt friends with no quarrels or be like literally crazy & yourself & family-like friends but with quarrels & patch back. tell me which one you want? if you want no quarrels one I'm gladly to be as awkward as a stupid penguin since I don't really love to open up to friends I just knew. you want? no right? I trusted you so much & this all I get. Uh, thanks for breaking my trust? thanks for treating as though my heart's just like another mirror, breaking it so easily like as though it's nothing at all. & pls remember that if you can't handle me at my worst state, then you sure as hell don't deserve my best. :)
