What's exactly wrong with everyone, am I that easy to be trampled on, do I look like I have no feelings at all? People not replying my texts, yet they can tweet, facebook, or whatever. Wtf am I to you seriously? A piece of air, a piece of shit? Seriously, I'm so tired alr. Messaging people & there nobody, like literally nobody replied me. WTF AM I EXACTLY, this is getting on my nerves man. Been stucked inside me for like so freaking long & I really can't take it anymore.
Is it really that hard to even reply a YES/NO? Like seriously?!? Am I that worthless that you don't even bother to reply that? Feeling like a total shit now. I don't even know what to rant, really. So hard to keep everything inside of me but I'm afraid of telling everything inside of me. I want to spam vulgar so much but I can't. I'm resisting this temptation & it's hard I hate the new me. I HATE THE NEW ME, I HATE THE NEW ME SO MUCH. why did I changed. why the heck did I changed. WHY MUST PEOPLE IGNORE my texts in the first place...
All these trails, argh just when'll it end. It's so freaking painful & everything, I've changed into a total loser, into someone I dreaded. I don't know why did I changed either. It's so hard to resist the temptation, it's like I'll just die any moment, I mean.. Idk. Dancing, some times I look at myself & wonders am I the one pulling Chinese dance behind? It's like I'm the only fat ass over there. really... everyone's so gorgeous & pretty & I'm like so fat and ugly.It's like the feeling don't go away, just fat... just fat. I'm no longer the old me, I'm so abandoned, even my best friends are abandoning me now. It's like... I'm so worthless, nobody cared about me. because I'm too ugly, too ugly that no one likes me. I'm just like.. so not worthy. so not worth anything, can I pretty please end my life now? Cause it's like nothing seems to matter anymore.
