Hello! :D
One of the reasons I'm back so fast for a post is We not naughty! Okay, this movie is seriously super awesomez. awesome till cannot awesome already! :P okay la, actually at first I want to watch it badly cause Shawn lee's inside but then in the end... as usual, like We not stupid 1 & 2, it made me cried too. This movie is like super duper awesome, it can make you near to tears one moment & then makes you laugh like no tomorrow another moment. Like what I've always expected, Jack neo's movies am always one of the best(: - to me la- It always like, moves me to tears. It always express how teenagers feels, how teenagers wants love, and not money. How they want your care,how they wish someone would hug them and say ' I know you're still young, don't worry, I'm still here to protect you.' THE MOVIE IS JUST PLAIN AMAZING LA K, hahahahaha x.x And I fell in love with Shawn lee more.. but so? He won't ever notice me, never. Just like how my kpop biases too. Sigh, what a luck.... Ok, nevermind. -sad fangirl life-
So... school's been great, and I'm just plain tired. no idea why too. Maybe it's time for me to get some rest, I don't even know what I want myself, one moment I'm happy, another moment I'm just like a plain shell, I don't know what to do. I've become so much lesser sensitive that I don't even give a shit to whether you love me or not... It seems that all my feelings faded away, not even one left. These few days I just went on day-dreaming, even when I'm typing all these, I'm not even knowing what I'm typing, I'm just practically like thinking and then allowing my mind to take over me. I really, don't know what is the current me anymore. I'm just like so lost in my thoughts, so lost in my world. I have like so many things to express, but I don't know how. I.. I... I just don't know what to do. feelings fading, it's no longer there and I feel like, a dumb ass. I wonder why I always let others have what I want, even to the point of my crush, I still let them have it. I'm too scared, too scared to hurt my friends. and too scared to fall in love, for I don't want to be hurting the way they are. I just... just... don't know how to express all the thoughts I have in my mind through words.

